Rent

Ok so a little while ago I was indifferent to my roommate but I just got a call from our landlady and now I'm pissed. Pay your f***in' rent or you will be kicked out.

Caring?

I realized yesterday that I have moved beyond caring about what is going on in my apartment. That I no longer care what my roommates are doing and that even if they annoy me sometimes it really doesn't matter. As long as I remain aloof it's a good because in my own little world no one can touch me, unless I let them in. I have to look out for myself that is the only way to get by in this world, sure its great to talk to people but in the end the one you have to look out for the most is yourself otherwise you'll have no way of helping others. I know this may sound a bit cruel but I don't even have care enough to care about some of the people I know. Sure I'll say oh that's sad or too bad that had to happen but I know in the back of my mind that I really don't care, but its' not like I'm annoyed either.... I'm indifferent. Maybe I'm just tired.... Tired of living up to peoples' expectations, tired of trying to be friends with people who ignore you, tired of listening to petty gossip (some of which I admit I have taken part in). Lets all start over, then maybe I can show you the real me. No guarantee you'll like it, after all I'm not some infomercial. I know you think I sound 3mo now but I don't care...I'm just releasing my mind in the only way I have left.